Goodbye 2013!!

This year is over. December is passed very quickly compared to the other months, I am convinced that it is still autumn...
Anyway I am grateful that this year was much better than last year. Thank you, thank you very much. I've had opportunities, I realized desires, I did things that I wanted very much that last year I couldn't do. So I'm grateful with all my heart and soul.
An advice that I can give is: Be Grateful. 
Even if you don't believe in nothing don't worry, be grateful create a mechanism that will give you even more things to be thankful for. It's not magic, it's quantum physics.

These days I'm working hard on projects that I'll reveal between 1-2 weeks... You'll see *.* 

Mana Sama (me XD) wishes you all a Happy New Year! Believe in your dreams!

Gothic Lolita Advice (1): Bodyline's misadventures -negative rewiew

 Since that many people had this "experience" I decided to tell what happened to me last year.
The last year I bought two coats from Bodyline, the cheap "brand"of Lolita's clothing at reduced prices. I already wrote about in my book "Si sono una Gothic Lolita!" (Youcanprint), but here I want to deepen, for similar stories. The coats are never arrived, they came back, I requested a new shipment safer, but they wanted paid back all the goods! (which I refused to do) and here is the emails that are followed:
(because in my book there is only a reference... this is the full story. keep your eyes open!)

Lolita Meet in Rome

Hello to all! Sorry for the absence but between translations, editing and other things I have not had time to update the blog.
Not long ago, a friend of mine organized a lovely Lolita meet in Rome, I met some very nice people and I enjoyed it a lot, here are some photos of the day. 

I finally found the time to re-arrange the book that has already been published, I've added and removed some things, and I'm almost ready to re publish it again :)

Surely this time I'll be much more satisfied than the first publication! Support me u.u (XD)
See you soon!

I finally decided to look for solutions...

...and I'm going to do regular sessions to a doctor. A psychologist.
In the past have been in analysis and I never solved anything (indeed, it was me who listened to the problems of my psychologists XDDD WTF) 
I was pretty skeptical, but this lady seemed to me very sweet and I decided to try it, so it went well. And I'm finally managing to throw away all the negativity that I can't "burn" with the daily meditation. Talking to someone is always good, and I'm finding more and more solutions.
I will not talk about anything in advance, but are coming great news!

Sometimes good chances terrify me.

As the title I would like to talk about this;
After spending last winter with big problems and diseases, I committed myself to create a magnificent present, and so it is. I'm so happy to be afraid.
Usually I think differently from all the other people. Want is power, we can create our own reality and how we want to manipulate it. We can have anything we want. 

And I'm having everything I want, and I've always wanted. Right now.
I am so happy and grateful for this, but also very scared. 
My unconscious ask me... are you ready to deal with these changes? OF COURSE I AM! 
..maybe I should stop thinking and let me go automatically to positive emotions. 
After all .. I'm also writing a book about this. 

By the way soon be released the new version of "SI, SONO UNA GOTHIC LOLITA!" ;-) thanks to all my supporters! 

Meanwhile I will try to take the opportunities that happen to me without fear. Always believe, and things will come.

.:My first book:.

A few months ago I published my first short essay about Gothic Lolita in Italy. 

I must say that although I am not quite satisfied about the margins of the pages (which unfortunately I had to do by myself for the first time in my life! -.-") And the cover that I had to simplify because the choice was very limited... I like it. I did it, after all :3

The photos were taken by my friend Luca Cavallari which is a very very great photographer, I interviewed two of my lolitas friends and I wrote more or less EVERYTHING you need to know about the style, pros and cons. 70 pages of everything you need to know, nothing more nor less.

http://www.lafeltrinelli.it/products/9788891053725/Si_sono_una_gothic_lolita/Zuppardi_Nicole.html

Here is the link where you can buy!

But as I said before... I'm not entirely satisfied, except the content. And I'll probably do a new edition in 2014 with a new cover :) after all... I have other books to be published. Or better... novels! 

Therefore it is best to do a good job.

With the publication of this book a lot of people have turned away because they're envy... WHY? I mean... this is only a book of 70's pages o.o I can't imagine what they will do with the next projects! XD But I will not speak for superstition... Thank God now they are far from me :)

I will keep you updated with the new edition of my book! 

But now probably for "rest" I will realize a new cosplay...

Here is the book! There's me on the front cover :) (it is the character of the title that I don't like... I'll try to do better next time!)

I don't know how to start... but I'll start the same

For the presentations I guess that's already written enough. I started many blogs, but maybe for a bit of laziness I have always left them...
Today I feel a little strange, don't know why. Or maybe yes, I know why...

I am an Artist. And like all the Artists I am constantly unfulfilled.
I just published my first book, I have 3 more to fix... I was satisfied in the first week. And then again the sense of emptiness.
The funny thing is that I don't even want to be a writer...!! I love to write, but I want to play. In the Cinema.
What a strange thing is life. I would say adolescence, but I'm 23 years old, I have already passed this stage xD. 
I have many dreams and desires that I know I can achieve because I believe it but... What should I do to find that sense of peace and turn off the feeling of dissatisfaction?

I think the answer is only inside me.