martedì 22 ottobre 2013

Sometimes good chances terrify me.

As the title I would like to talk about this;
After spending last winter with big problems and diseases, I committed myself to create a magnificent present, and so it is. I'm so happy to be afraid.
Usually I think differently from all the other people. Want is power, we can create our own reality and how we want to manipulate it. We can have anything we want. 

And I'm having everything I want, and I've always wanted. Right now.
I am so happy and grateful for this, but also very scared. 
My unconscious ask me... are you ready to deal with these changes? OF COURSE I AM! 
..maybe I should stop thinking and let me go automatically to positive emotions. 
After all .. I'm also writing a book about this. 

By the way soon be released the new version of "SI, SONO UNA GOTHIC LOLITA!" ;-) thanks to all my supporters! 

Meanwhile I will try to take the opportunities that happen to me without fear. Always believe, and things will come.

domenica 13 ottobre 2013

.:My first book:.


A few months ago I published my first short essay about Gothic Lolita in Italy. 

I must say that although I am not quite satisfied about the margins of the pages (which unfortunately I had to do by myself for the first time in my life! -.-") And the cover that I had to simplify because the choice was very limited... I like it. I did it, after all :3

The photos were taken by my friend Luca Cavallari which is a very very great photographer, I interviewed two of my lolitas friends and I wrote more or less EVERYTHING you need to know about the style, pros and cons. 70 pages of everything you need to know, nothing more nor less.

Here is the link where you can buy!
But as I said before... I'm not entirely satisfied, except the content. And I'll probably do a new edition in 2014 with a new cover :) after all... I have other books to be published. Or better... novels! 
Therefore it is best to do a good job.

With the publication of this book a lot of people have turned away because they're envy... WHY? I mean... this is only a book of 70's pages o.o I can't imagine what they will do with the next projects! XD But I will not speak for superstition... Thank God now they are far from me :)

I will keep you updated with the new edition of my book! 

But now probably for "rest" I will realize a new cosplay...



Here is the book! There's me on the front cover :) (it is the character of the title that I don't like... I'll try to do better next time!)

venerdì 11 ottobre 2013

I don't know how to start... but I'll start the same

For the presentations I guess that's already written enough. I started many blogs, but maybe for a bit of laziness I have always left them...
Today I feel a little strange, don't know why. Or maybe yes, I know why...


I am an Artist. And like all the Artists I am constantly unfulfilled.
I just published my first book, I have 3 more to fix... I was satisfied in the first week. And then again the sense of emptiness.
The funny thing is that I don't even want to be a writer...!! I love to write, but I want to play. In the Cinema.

What a strange thing is life. I would say adolescence, but I'm 23 years old, I have already passed this stage xD. 
I have many dreams and desires that I know I can achieve because I believe it but... What should I do to find that sense of peace and turn off the feeling of dissatisfaction?

I think the answer is only inside me.